I might be manic… Check my post dates…

I post a bunch and then go weeks without any. I act like anyone cares. Dang, I might be looking at a padded room. Sorry mom, I tried. Too many early 2000s cartoons I guess…

It could be the fact that there simply isnt much to do in my apartment…

Energy accumulates “intrest”

To me this is so obvious! This weekend I ate a Paw Paw fruit. Not just any Paw Paw fruit… One from a pair of trees I had planted in 2017ish.

This was thier first year bearing fruit. I planted 2, as was told too. Now look at the fruit! They are weird 2 lobed shapes. What a weird thing. Plant a tree that needs a mate, it makes a fruit that has a mate! Nature, corolarion or causation, idk I just work here.

What I do know is, now in my life, because I toiled in the yard, I have a source of a fruit that I cannot find in stores! I have literally given myself something that I literally “cannot buy”

Wow im so special where’s my 🏆

Lol, it wasnt even my idea to plant them! But I did, and I watched them, I kept thier trunks clean and the undergrowth down. Real callories spent for 0 return in the year, even within 5 years.

Healthy Gambling..

Hey man, even if they died, had thier trunks gusseted by rabbits, at least I didnt spend it all on a casino… At least I tried to do good. What else can we really do?

Don’t let anyone fool you

When you put out real energy, it can do amazing things. I have seen it many times. You spend a little bit everyday and after a while you have a huge excess of something! Just like with physical currency. The way to win is piece by piece..

Another Example

Um, so many just rushed into my head I don’t even think another example is the right thing. Ok the gym, wow. You lift the bar and look your arms don’t look like noodles! It isnt even worth writing out!

So why do I?

Because, words to me “lock it in”. Take it out of my head, where I will forget possibly, and put it on paper.

So the next time, likely in the next day, as I believe every day gives us choices. Ill probably be met with the option to spend a little extra, sew a seed. I will take it, as I always try too. Even if I am a little tired, even if the tree might not grow.

“We do what we can in the light because darkness is coming” Psam 9:3 or something…